Simply enjoying discovering a new country and culture. I am now based in Sydney where I am learning again to be part of society somehow during my year away from filming. Everyone had an opinion on my decision to marry and on the marriage itself.Īt this point I decided to focus on my personal life and we moved to Paris, London and finally Sydney during the course of our first year together. It was a personal decision that would get a huge amount of attention both good and painfully bad. Throughout the hectic life I was leading, I must have somehow been longing for some sort of stability. Some fans put you on a pedestal whereas others will shred you to pieces at the first chance they get. You expose yourself to the public, with all the pros and cons that come with that. Working in an industry where your body and image is what counts can make it difficult to feel confident and sure of who you are.
It opened up a world of wonder and revelation on both a professional and personal level. Never being afraid of a challenge I chose the latter. I asked myself what to do next? Stop completely and try to erase this chapter or continue porn but aim for the biggest studios out there? I was confronted with the reality of being a porn actor. The feeling I had at that moment will forever stay with me. I was in France’s biggest gay magazine being named one of the world’s top 10 best newcomers in porn. Maybe I was anxious about seeing myself perform to be honest.Ī couple of months later reality hit. I did not see them come out and didn’t really want to see them. It took about six months for my scenes to start coming out. I never would have guessed how much this simple decision would change the rest of my life.Īt first I was filming my scenes without really thinking that people would ever want to see me in a movie. Just a week later I was on my way to film my first scenes. The case he made for me to join his studio resonated with me. He had the kindest words and I saw instantly he was of good intentions. Having had a fascination for porn and actors for many years I was intrigued. I was a young stylist in beautiful Paris when a producer scouted me online. Three years ago I made a decision that changed my life entirely – I entered the porn industry.